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Confused, Facts & Decisions: 2014

I’m going back to my last thought, last year: when do you know when it’s time to move on? I don’t know if this is just because of the new year and everyone I know is sharing their resolutions or another fact that I am getting another year older in just a few weeks, but I have the feeling of confusion all of a sudden. 

  • The fact that I got an unexpected test result a couple of weeks ago is not how I planned my first days of 2014 would be. But I do hope the doctor will not say I can no longer eat sweets nor drink coffee. I don’t know how I will take it. I hope the tests results are lying, in the same manner that people do. I’ve always been healthy. I don’t remember being confined in a hospital ever since I was a kid.  I really hope it’s not anything serious.
  • My closest friends are starting to leave the country, planning of getting married & having kids and taking up masters. I feel somewhat left behind. I’m stuck with these safe decisions. I should start taking risks. I know I’ve written “taking risks” as number 1 2013 goal, but I haven’t really done anything risky, aside from meeting up with a stranger (which by the way, I still talk to, who knows, he might be the one LOL). But seriously, I’m tired of being on the safe side. If ever this pending life decision pushes through this month, this would be the biggest I’ve made yet in my life. I need more “me time” to discover and unleash the things I really want to do with my life. 

Why do you do this to me Sunday? How come every Sunday, I feel like looking back on every life decision I made? Cheers 2014, I really hope you have something in store for me. Happy New Year. 

Still Alive

Warning: Random thoughts to be typed in the next sentences, in no particular order.

  • I realized that this account is still alive. I’m sorry your purpose has been defeated. I promise to post a text blog here more often.
  • I have a lot on my plate right now. But I’m looking forward for more because I consider everything as a blessing.
  • I might be finally on the right track and I hope I am doing it right.
  • I have opened myself to different possibilities this year. And as the end of the year draws near, I welcome whatever it is that may come along in the next few weeks.
  • I also realized that I should really not be worrying or thinking too much. Just go with the flow.
  • I did not finish my check list though. I hope to find the time to at least do a couple from the 2013 List of Things to do. 
  • I’ll avoid connecting posts from my Instagram account as well, so you will finally serve your purpose, tumblr. 
  • I’ll stop typing now. Sunday is almost over, time for another week at work. 

Happy happy birthday to one of the very talented people i know who consumes other people’s soul. Lol seriously, for all the food trips, shopping, boy hunting and ukay-ukay adventures - thank you! May you have more birthdays and boys to come. Mwah! I will always love this photo of us! @adrianpacificong

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